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To preface - We’re by no means poor, we don’t have money issues, we have a place and both have good jobs. I’m not what you’d call a cuck either.
We’re both 29 and met in college. She is Chinese and her friend does it and said that there is a high demand for Asian sugar babies and sugar daddies pay upwards to $1000-$1500 per visit. She is great at communicating with me and wouldn’t do anything without my knowledge so it’s all very transparent and she lets me look at all of the seeking app messages if I want so there isn’t a trust issue or anything. We even have had a threesome with one of her female friends so she isn’t the jealous type of girl by any means and she has told me if I wanted to hook up with a girl that’s ok because to her it’s just sex and not love making. We have a great relationship and have traveled the world together and she is a wonderful partner but the idea of her having a sugar daddy throws me off in two ways. Like one: it’s kind of hot and ego inflating knowing that people think my fiancé is so attractive and sweet that they’re willing to spend $1500 to sleep with her using a condom, at a hotel, without sleeping over (her and I discussed boundaries like condom only, public meeting, Ubers, and hotels only) but reason two: I’m the kind of person who might be jealous and think sex is more than just sex. She said she wouldn’t do it if it makes me uncomfortable and would respect my wishes, but she wants to use the money to make OUR future better. Like she would have more money to invest into retirement funds, take us on more extravagant vacations, it could go towards bills etc so on paper it’s not a bad thing. She told me I’m the only person who she loves and would ever love so I know where her heart is. Idk I’m just kind of venting because I have nobody else to tell this to… are there any guys out there whose significant others do this, Or sugar babies who have significant other that can give me just some insight or tell me how it can impact a relationship? Also, since she has been floating this idea around our sex life has improved 10x. Idk I’m just rambling and have mixed feelings and would love some help/insight.
Thanks

I was born and raised in my mothers house and my uncle (mother’s brother) raised me as his own daughter. He did not even marry so that he could take care of me and my mother. In 2021 I lost both my mother and my uncle to Covid. I was able to get the legal heir certificate for my mother from the block office but for my uncle they asked me to go to the court. Can anyone help me with the process of becoming the legal heir of my uncle? There is no one alive in my family ( grandparents passed away and my mother and uncle were the only siblings).

Does any have any recommendations for a manga/manhwa with a grown adult gay main character that isn't all about a relationship/sex? I'm cool with there being romance in general, but I'd prefer for it not to dominate the plot.
I just finished Zero By The Bone, and I really enjoyed the first half of it. About halfway through it fell into that "bottom is in danger and needs the top to save him" trope and randomly threw in explicit sex and it really took me out of it. Anyone have any recs that aren't just a lead up to this? Also please disregard my username here

Just finished the Luke Combs concert at BC place and the washroom situation was disgusting, I get women have a long line I’ve been too enough Canucks games. But the amount of women in the mens washroom was inappropriate when I was there it was 30-40% women in the mens bathroom. It made me feel uncomfortable, exposed, and vulnerable to be peeing in a urinal with my thing in my hands and have the opposite sex a metre away washing their hands. I hope this gets resolved in the future with more womens bathrooms as the awkward and disturbing moments don’t continue and men don’t have to feel uncomfortable in their own private space.

My parents had a small misunderstanding 4 days ago ......... and they aren't even looking each other eye-to-eye now, IT'S BEEN FUCKING 4 DAYS !! I thought you were supposed to be the adults ? The mature ones ?
And I, being the only daughter, have to act as a messenger for them because they are way high on their ego levels and won't talk to each other . And it becomes worse when they lash out on me for nothing due to their exploding anger between themselves . And when I confront them for lashing out on me for nothing, I'm suddenly the rude brat who needs to fix her temper, because apparently I am not supposed to interfere with the "adults" . I won't even call them childish, because I've seen children handle their small conflicts way better than my parents do, even I used to handle my fights with my classmates better than my parents even though I have worse temper than them . Yesterday I subtly told my father about this issue and he told me,"Why don't you tell your mother ?" Lmao why ? As per your own words, I don't need to interfere between adults, why would I fix your fights ? I straight up told him, "Don't tell me to fix that, I don't give a shit about your quarrels nor I am supposed to fix your temper issues, and stop nitpicking and using me as a punching bag because you are angry on mom ." I'm tired of all this, just one more year and I am going away for studies .

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Hi. I have a question I hope someone could answer for me.
I don’t know if this is relevant to the question, but just for general fyi purposes, in case it does matter, I am a straight woman, as well as the friend I am going to mention in this short story w/question.
This has to do with terminology. I cannot recall where I saw this at, but it was on some sort of form , that had a question of your “ sexual preference “, and it was followed with a couple of boxes, with male, female, ect., and you were supposed to check off one of the boxes. I made a comment about it, to my friend, that I did not like the terminology of “sexual preference “, at all, because to me it sounds like the question is asking what sex “ you prefer” as a partner, therefore implying that your preference in partners is a choice-I strongly believe it is not a choice, and that it’s something you are born with. ( Am I making sense or too confusing?) We ended up getting into a small disagreement, mostly, because my friend told me I was “reading too much into things”, and secondly, that “ I shouldn’t be bothered by it because I am not gay”, but my argument was that it had nothing to do with being LGBTQ+( sorry if I didn’t get that right),I couldn’t find the right words to explain it, just that it did not set right with me. Am I reading too much into using the term “ sexual preference ?”( if I have offended anybody here somehow, please forgive and overlook it, it is not my intention at all! I have nothing but love and mad respect for this community 🙏🏼)

When people ask me "What is your favorite kink?" They expect something exotic and taboo like public, threesomes, gangbangs, or bbc. While all of those things can be fun, I have to say my biggest kink is cocksucking. Don't laugh. I'm serious! It seems so normal but something about fixating on a cock, sucking it, pleasuring it, making it ejaculate in my mouth/on my face/on me. I usually get a response along the lines of "Oh, you like to please? I do too! I love to eat pussy, lay back and let me eat you out." lol They're missing the point! I find satisfaction, comfort, and purpose sucking cock!
My face is the most intimate part of my body. I wear a bra to support and hide my breasts. My pussy is hidden beneath layers of clothing. But my face, which I use to kiss, eat, breath, speak, is something that everyone sees. I genuinely believe that taking a man into my mouth or letting him sexualize my face for a cumshot or facial is one of the most vulnerable and degrading yet intimate things I can do as a woman, because everyone sees my face. Its what denotes me as a person.
Being a cocksucker is a lifestyle choice. It means choosing to please others because its more arousing and adventurous and requires a level of dedication that most women are not ready to offer; With sex I can bend over or lay back and have a man fuck me, but to be a cocksucker 75% of the time I am the one putting in the time, effort, and focus on pleasing and sucking a cock. It means being horny and wanting to be fucked, but telling that urge to sit down and shut up because my purpose is to suck cock.

I (M17) have a right-winged political view, but 99% of people in my area have a left-winged view. Not really a problem, I get along with friends with the opposite view, and we agree to disagree. It's not that hard as I'm not far-right (I'm gay myself so I can't be lol) and my friends are not far-left.
But in English, the book we were reading had some left winged views, and my teacher would focus on those parts. We learned about how man has it way easier, and how man sexualizes woman, and in the book, the protagonist gets rap*d once and forcefully kissed two times and my teacher would go on talking about how that is very common for women, etc. At this point I did not like reading the book or how we had to write an essay only on woman's double standards.
However, that was not the worst part. When talking about a character's dad she stated, "Not only is the father a conservative and strictly religious but he also abuses his daughter." (I'm not religious) This sentence was the last tick for me. But instead of talking to the teacher, I just posted on my Instagram story saying "My English teacher did not just say "Not only is the father a conservative and strictly religious but he also abuses his daughter." like bitch, I think one of them is considerably worse than the other 💀" and my one regret is not posting that to close friends, because apparently some teacher pet took a screenshot of my story and showed it to the teacher. The teacher called me after class for about 15 minutes and talked about me being in the wrong for talking bad things behind her back and making it public for everyone to see (my account is private but I do see where she's coming from). I should have said that she shouldn't have said those things in the first place but at that moment my mind was blank and I was just silent, and Currently, I got my first referral.
You can disagree with my political views but Am I The Asshole?

I have been a part of this community for a while now. It has helped me to know that I am not alone. I’ve been with my wife for 38 years. Having a place to go where people know the exact feelings that I’m having is very comforting. I’ve discussed some of the experiences that others have with my wife and emailed her at least a dozen posts that hit the ail right in the head. Although she complained about it at first I believe it’s helped the physical intimacy past of my marriage. So I’d like to thank the group and its moderators for keeping it going.
With all of the bad news stories on here I thought it’d be refreshing to share about the improvements that have happened in my household. After years of living with a DB a positive changed started about 6 months ago. The year prior I had kind of moved to a few hours away to Florida to care for my 50 year old baby sister who got a terminal cancer diagnosis. When she told me I said that I walk hand in hand with her until the end. With no room in her house for me I bought a camper and parked it beside her house. My wife would come down 2-3 x’s a month and stay a few days before leaving again. It was a year of stress, exhaustion, joy and tears. As is normal for me I wanted to have some sexy time when my wife would come down and as normal it rarely happened and was never enthusiastically received. During the last 4-6 weeks down there I saw a change. She stayed with me the whole time towards the end. During this time I felt a softening of her heart. Maybe it was being with my sister watching her die or maybe I changed at the same time? So after I got back home there seemed to be an attitude of acceptance coming from my wife. Not a lot mind you but some. I talked with her more about our failing sex life. The rejection that I have grown used to was not so glaringly obvious. She actually initiated a few times and shocked the hell out of me. Once I woke up to her going down on me. That hasn’t happened in at least 20 years. Fast forward 5 months, we had had sex 3-4 x’s a week then it slowed down. Last week we discussed an upcoming cruise that we are taking our granddaughter on. I know that we won’t be having any sex for at least 12 days. I told her about how I’d gotten used to so much happy time that I’d be missing it during the vacation and asked her if we could fill my love tank up before we left. She looked at me pausing, I was looking at her with a wink wink expression, then she replied something like “yes let’s do that and let’s start now” and we did. For the past 7 days I have had a blast. It feels like the clock was turned back 25 years. We don’t leave for another 4 days so I plan to make the most of it.
We have not gotten along so well in many years. It has been so much fun. Not only the sex but our entire existence seems to have drastically improved. We are both happier and more cooperative. We even sat down and played cards tonight laughing it up. That’s all for now. I don’t plan to be on Reddit much for at least 4 days.

I don’t want to add a picture because I’m worried I’ll be slammed here. I am looking to see if anyone can help me improve my care.
Background: In September 2020, I took home one of my cousin’s turtles after finding out he stole three baby painted turtles from a pond. They had them in captivity for several months in a QUART sized bowl with not enough water to cover them and had them on an iceberg lettuce diet. I was disturbed when I found this out. Unfortunately, one died so that is why I stepped in to take one and give it the best life I can. I did my research to get him a new home ASAP and have background for tank upkeep as an avid fish fan.
Before you say anything… YES he is a wild turtle but he was literally like the size of a dollar coin and I was not sure if he would survive in the wild after being in captivity for several months. I don’t know when exactly he was captured, it was like during the early spring of 2020, though.
My current setup is a 40gal with just enough rocks to cover the bottom, a turtle heater, a 30gal filter (he’s too small to fill the tank up all the way so I think it’s okay for now), a giant basking rock, and a UV lamp. I don’t think this stuff is terrible, per say, but I am a huge fish person and seeing how bare my little guy’s tank is in comparison to my fish’s tanks makes me sad. I also was away at college so I feel like his care in all regards could be stepped up since I wasn’t there to monitor him.
How can I improve my care? Can some more experienced turtle owners give me suggestions for literally everything.
-His name is Clementine (Clem for short) because I thought he was a girl but was able to sex him after a year and a half of owning him -His diet is still hatchling pellets and freeze dried bugs. How often should I be feeding him? -How can I enrich his tank? Should I give him live food? Do I add plants? How about substrate?
For anyone reading this, thank you for any and all tips. I promise he is not being abused because I do think he has most of his bare minimum requirements, but I would just like to make his life better in any way possible. Thanks!!!

About me:

• Early 30's lesbian
• 5'7" thin
• 7-8.5 physical attractiveness
  • Pros: youthful, cute, long legs
  • Cons: too skinny, mildly crooked teeth, dresses too casually
• Physically active with lots of cycling
• East Asian ethnicity
• Born in USA and raised mostly in USA, except for 7 months of attending school in another developed country (0.92-0.96 HDI). Spent my adult life living in all 3 states of the Tri-State area and the SF Bay Area.
• Personality
  • Pros: high locus of control, engaging/engrossing to talk to, innocent, catlike
  • Cons: autistic (not officially diagnosed), depressed, nerdy, too many controversial opinions
  • Unlike the "typical" incel, I don't have any misogynistic opinions. I have just never been able to find a girlfriend. I can sort of see why I'm unattractive so I can't blame them for rejecting me.
  • I've been evaluated for autism and it came out negative multiple times. But at least a dozen of my friends, family members, coworkers, manager, and acquaintances have told me I have autism. Or at least that I have an autistic personality.
• Bachelor's degree from a good US engineering school
• Unemployed since April but collecting severance + unemployment compensation. Enrolled in school since May to pursue higher education. Previously worked as a software engineer at a FAANG. Have 5 years of engineering experience.
• Turnoffs
  • Spend way too much time on Team Blind
  • Unemployed
  • Low sex drive
  • Graduated college at age 28
  • Don't own a car, which makes it hard to date
  • Have very little interaction with people outside of the Silicon Valley tech bubble, which has caused a cultural disconnect from the outside world. My friends have created a group chat to help me find a gf. All of the girls they have suggested are also Silicon Valley nerd types.
• I've tried dating apps. I managed to get one match and she was interested in meeting too but lived too far away. Years later, I found out we had some mutual friends, including my roommate who went to college with her. He reached out and found out she was already married.

Well I am trying my luck here probably looking for a genuine connection with someone who can relate to my hobbies and interests. My name is Chris, from the philippines. I'm a smart, ambivert girl who likes anime, gaming , food and arts.
I have been gaming a lot on my switch to entertain myself so I am kinda looking into meeting possible playmates
I do also some mmorpg games on my spare time but mostly i do rpg games on my laptop like old playstation games since i missed them a lot. I also just started gaming in pc mostly just mmorpg like Lost Ark or Mir4. I am no good at FPS games cause they trigger my vertigo and it usually makes me sick after gaming for 30 mins. At times catch up on my JRPGS while being idle at work currently finishing Tales of Vesperia.
I also know mobile legends, LOL and other games like genshin ( though i stopped early).
Looking for friends who can play with or someone to bond with to maybe lesser the time i overthink. Feel burned about life as I have been doing intensive parental caregiving the past months.
I am also an anime fan and a former cosplayer and a roleplayer. Also I am into movies a lot and watch almost everything on netflix. Maybe we can movie marathon or what or watch anime ( I am a 90's kid who really watched a lot of animes). I love horror movies but I am a coward so if I movie with you expect shrills and screaming from me .
I am also into fan fiction writing in archive of our own which i have a few works with thousands of reads. Maybe we can discuss about relevant topics about writing or so I don't know but i am no expert.
I just really hope to speak to someone of different culture or learn about their lives or talk to someone casually. I feel so overwhelmed by worldly probs and I do want a friend that keeps me sane and in check while i face everyday to live and breathe one more day.
Right now i am not looking for any relationship as I want to build myself up and be okay again. Well normally people think I got my shit together at my age now but right now i'm burned out. I have quit several of my hobbies due to my past relationships. Currently bombarded on caregiving. Even though I have struggles I do just want a good company and I don't need of saving on my problems. The savior complex of some does stress me and i dont like being dictated on what i should do and what.
Being cooped up at home tremendously gets mundane and I am hoping to meet people to share interest in or at least exchange relevant topics about life.
Also I draw digitally and try to do fan arts for Bts the korean group since I am a fan of it.
I am into photography, doll photography and food photography and love to dress up and make up. Also I am into culinary and love cooking. I binged a lot on baking shows and cooking competition shows like top chef or master chef. I love taking food pics of what I cook so pls feel free we can be chef mates and share recipes and such and also i am into baking I love to eat and taste different cuisines so a food buddy is preferred.
Anyways a friend who is into my interest I would love to speak and bond with.
People say I am a good listener maybe i can help too and give advices though I am not in the proper mental state to help with people under going immense stuff but I'll do my best to listen and advice as much as I can. They say I have great empathy and mindfulness of others and I am quite apologetic when I reply late.
I am normally awake in EST time american since my work is based in New Jersey. Americans or people in western countries works better for me since I sleep opposite of asians.
I am just a cute filipina who is a closet otaku looking for friends. i have a good sense humor and talk ample a lot and just chat literally almost about everything. But please do make efforts to converse and not let me do the talking it's really hard sometimes if communication is forced. If I offended you and you don't wanna be friends anymore that's fine just tell and I'll back off rather than being ignored intentionally. No drama promise .
Please do not come into my dms with the intent to sexualize me ...i have enough trauma from a sexual assault years ago...so pls if you have ill intentions.. do not dm me. I am not applying for any girlfriend position or be your future waifu. So please do not ask me sexual questions or any sexual preferences. At any point I am sexualized without consent I would block immediately. Again i am not looking for boyfriends or spouse for now nor I am looking for hook ups so stay away from me.
If you wanna see how i look check I can send pics. I am not a catfish yes I look 20's and i don't know why. Dont bother asking my snap i wont migrate there for you to validate my identity. I am not hooking up.
I am 5'3 1/2 yes I am small, my body type i am more on a curvy side for now and I am working out and dieting. I gained weight due to depression and anxiety from my sick ex . I am tan as you expect from filipinas and short hair, doe eyes and cute.
To be honest im scared partially with my post but either way. I just wanna feel a bit myself and meet pepple and I do want genuine friendly connection with someone. If you also do not like the fact I am living in asia and makes a big fuss i live far away...sorry I am not the girl for you.
So if you have reached this point I have a pending question
What is your favorite anime/game/ movie ? and why?. Send that to me when you mssg me here and I will entertain your pm. If someone doesnt follow this sorry i wont entertain. Since I believe good reading and following directions means a good intent towards someone.
This is a test someone reads my post and with the intent you really wanted to get to know me. Yeah I might sound demanding a bit but i really get a lot of mssgs and some are just after sex and such and really I am not for that at this point. Thank you for reading.

I've been talking to a guy since 3 years. In course of our relationship he discovered he had bpd after a string of manic episodes. He even moved to the USA.
In the US however he got the right medication and psychological intervention that he refused here where i live. I supported him through the process and was there for him even through the distance.
Once his bpd started getting under control he said he felt very suffocated and lonely. So i suggested that he could maybe go on a few dates and meet people. I'll always be his friend even if he likes someone. He soon got comfortable with the idea.
I eventually too decided that i shouldn't be waiting for him and went on a few dates of my own. But he got upset that i was doing it as i still had friends and family and he only did it to rid his loneliness. I agreed though it made me slightly uncomfortable.
Eventually he stopped having interest in my conversations and he'd mostly call me and keep me on. And he'd be home playing video games or watching tv. If i tried sharing things he either wasn't listening or wasn't too interested. so eventually I started getting upset and telling him about it. He told me that i was being such a girl and was being annoying.
So i eventually said i needed a break and blocked him off for a week and a half. I really expected him to text me in this duration via mail or other forms of media, but he didn't. I then got worried (as he has bpd) and eventually contacted him.
He told me he quit his job too and is planning to move back permanently and do a yoga retreat for 2 months once he's back home. I don't know how to feel about this. I was oddly not excited. I mean financially, it's a bad decision. But if he feels lonely so be it?
However in his last week he met a girl and since he's been selling off his furniture he's been staying at her place and they've been going out and well, also having sex. While it's never affected me much before but this one is really ticking me off. When he 1st met her he told me he found her annoying. But he's got no issues using her and even having sex.
I'm starting to grow sick of him and don't want to meet him once he is back. Even when he's back he's anyway likely to find a place that isn't very close to where i live. So what is the point. However, since he's coming back I'm finding it hard to break it off. How do I do it.
I end up really strongly loving people and I'm bad at ending things. I always like to be amicable even if we end things.

A quick note on pegging… This is not going to be an instruction manual; there are plenty of those already. This is more about how it makes me feel.
Being penetrated is a very intimate sex act that everyone should experience, regardless of your gender or perceived sexual orientation. Being a woman, I am obviously quite familiar with being penetrated during sex but first time I was the one doing the penetrating… it was a life-changing experience and such a rush of emotions.
The first time I used a strap-on was with a woman and, emotionally, penetrating her was so beautiful that, afterwards, I was a changed person. We held each other and, frankly, a was a little teary eyed. The most profound detail was how she lovingly took me inside of her, such grace in that beautiful act of femineity. I felt so special to be the one inside of her. When I’m penetrated, and I take you inside of me, I’m giving all of me to you. I had no idea that when you penetrate, you can feel your partner giving themselves to you and just how very special that moment is for you both. Now, the other side of penetrating is the control I got to experience. I decided how she would be fucked. My thrusts ventured deeply inside of her body… inside her most delicate and guarded area. I felt intoxicatedly powerful.
Now, when you peg a man, it’s all those things AND SO MUCH MORE!! As a woman, being powerful during vaginal penetrative sex is more about your confidence than anything else because you are still the one getting fucked, even if you’re with the most caring and gentle lover. You are powerful for feeling how valuable your sex is and that you CHOOSE to give yourself to your partner. Now, when you peg a man… OMG! WOW! You probably feel MORE power and MORE control than what a man feels when he fucks you!
And the crazy thing is… men love being pegged. Especially when it’s being done by a woman they are incredibly attracted to who knows what they are doing. I kno

Hi all
Just asking in case others in their teens have experienced this. My 16 yo daughter started E at 15.5 yo after being on blockers for 18 months. I had read that E helps to close the growth plates and others here have reported even height decreasing. My daughter though is growing at an accelerated rate since starting E (6 cm in 12 months and still growing). She has now just hit 6ft and the rate doesn't appear to be slowing down. She is getting more dysphoric about her height but her endo says she is already on an appropriate adult dose as he accelerated her increase faster than normal to try and contain her growing (last lab 450 pmol/L for E and 0.84 nmol/L). She is doing well on her dosage and has had pleasing effects in that she seems to pass well enough when we are out as her hip bone seems to have also grown in a more female way with her height but she and we are worried about her height and would like to contain it as much as we can. I'm reluctant to go against the endo's advice and increase her dose ourselves by a little (she is on patches) but I also know he doesn't want her to go on a higher dose. Our only other option is to let nature take it's course but as parents we are concerned about her height and the attention it may draw. Would you advise to stick with the endo here.

so im wondering if im about to have sex with a girl and i say Want to see my grim Reaper or Want to see my Shaquille O'Neill what would happen and like i know its random but i want to say it

Hi, im a 19 year old man that is having a gender crisis. I have been contemplating a transition MTF for the last 8 months. I have been telling myself that I should wait till im out of college and have a job that will help pay for the process via insurance. This is also because I am unsure if my family would support it and I am unsure how they would react.
Some background info on my family:
My dad is the stereotypical middle aged man who doesn't understand transitioning. His fiance, my step mother, comes from a family of born again christians. Her daughter came out as bi to her and she was openly against it and told her she wasnt allowed to date a woman in their house until she moved out. They refused to let her buy a bracelet of a bi flag and I ended up buying it for her. I am unsure if my dad knows that her daughter came out as bi. I feel that my dad would more likely come around to me coming out, but he might be put in a metaphorical chokehold by his fiance.
I am going into my third year of college to be come a physical therapist. Another conflicting thing is that I am getting a discount for my college degree since his fiance works in the medical field. Its one thing if I come out and dont accept me, but it would be another if they decided to stop supporting me. It would make it immensely harder for me to eventually transition.
I would like to be the person I see myself as before I get my degree and move to a new place with a fresh start. Also being so young, I have been told that my transition may go smoother. (another thing im curious to see is true or false). If anyone could share anything it would be greatly appreciated. 💜

whenever i want to really commit to spirituality again, after weeks or months of egoic pursuits, i seem to run into this problem
i start to think about how everything is a distraction; the relationship im in, the sex i have, the workout and eating routine that i follow to achieve fitness. i realize its all egoic distraction from the truth and all hindering me in my progress, which starts to make me feel this type of guilt that I'll sum up as "I know all this stuff isnt leading me to truth, I know its all selfish, but I don't want to give it up yet"
so im wondering how other people have gone about dealing with this. because i want to pursue human goals like building a better physique and indulging in various desires, but I also want to pursue the truth that is right here. In my heart I know that everything else except awareness of now is hindering my progress and that to make any real progress I should let go of everything completely, but I "don't want to give up these things" even though "I do want to give up these things"
How did you overcome this?
sorry for how repetitive this post is