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Recently on an RV campground a camper caught on fire. It was right next to our RV about 20-25 meters away.
Luckily no one was hurt. Despite some questionable things happening. For example someone climbed on the roof of the motor home with a bucket of water while the fire was so large and hot it started melting through the roof. The heat could be felt from around 80-100 meters away and there were several propane explosions.
My parents insisted on staying about 25-30 meters away from the fire to rescue our own RV, which I was very against but helped out anyways.
I just wanted to know how stupid was it to stay and try to recover our things and RV admist all this? I was freaking out because we could hear whirling and extremely loud whistling noises a long with large pops/explosions.
I kept pleading for my parents to just run and evacuate (as everyone else did) however my parents were very stubborn and ran in anyway. How dangerous could a on fire motor home with propane tanks inside be? Is 25-30 meters enough? Also would water even be worth throwing inside like multiple people tried doing before the explosion?
I hope there wont be a next time for this so i wont need to put this advice to the test however when i happened i sorta blanked out and didnt know what to do and so did pretty much everyone else there.I hope here is the right place to ask. Thank you to everyone who answeres and thank you for your service if you are a firefighteemergency response worker.
(Again luckily no one was hurt but it feels like a million things could of gone wrong).

“Walking on eggshells“ is probably the most accurate way to describe my life at home as a kid. My dad was a type of person who, if you breathed the wrong way, he would have absolutely no problem blowing up in your face. He would sometimes leave my mom and us kids on the side of the road if somebody did something in the car to make him angry. He could go from absolutely fine and smiling and goofy to my worst fucking nightmare. Every single birthday, holiday, vacation, or special occasion left on, marked by his anger in someway. As the oldest, a lot of that anger was directed at me. He would emotionally physically, and most of all financially abuse us all. “If you tell anyone what happened here today, they would look at you, you’re close, and your nice house and never believe you.“ He would treat my mom like crap because he knew that she couldn’t leave him because he had all the money. That always stuck with me.
I have not lived in his house for a long time, but I feel like I have a very unhealthy relationship with anger. I know that anger is a necessary emotion that we need to have and it’s OK to be angry. But I could be having a great day, but if somebody flipped me off on the highway, my day would be ruined. I wouldn’t chase them down or evening acknowledge it outwardly. But internally I would seethe. I’m not flying off the handle it any inconvenience like my dad did, but I do have a short fuse. It feels like water boiling over inside of me. I would never hurt anybody but my anger it’s a way inside of me.
Another problem is that if I am in the same room with a person who is angry, I will have a panic attack. This is especially difficult at work because I deal with a lot of angry customers as part of my job. When someone gets really heated with me, curses me out, yells, or flips out in anyway, I will absolutely turn into a shaking mess. I have listened to recordings of myself dealing with difficult customers, and you can hear my voice trembling over the phone.
I do complete some therapy. My therapist suggest counting to 10, finding ways to distract myself, breathing exercises… But once that pot boils over, it’s already done. How can I move forward? I feel like my coping mechanisms are poor.

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For all the hired CG's/home health aides here that are employed thru an agency, have any of you took a case for a patient who lives with family members that make it hard for you to continue working there??
I'm a part time CG for an agency and generally am the "substitute" cg when the main cg cannot make it to work that day(s). I'm a ft nursing student during the week and have this job on the weekends to help gain more experience with the geriatric population, helping clients with their ADLs, and I enjoy spending time with these people as well.
most of the clients I've worked with are really sweet people and of course, I try my best to go above and beyond for these people because I know how much they rely on us to be there for them. there were a very few times that I would come over to a client's home and the family member that the client lives with treats me as if I'm there to steal from or to take advantage of the client which, not sure where there getting this from especially if I had just met them for the first time! some of these family members are not very courteous towards me and treat me as if I'm stupid with no common sense. I know I shouldn't let this get to me but today's client's family member was just too much for me that I did not feel comfortable being in that home, thus, I cancelled my shift with them for tomorrow. I feel extremely bad because the client depended on me being there. even then later on when I start my nursing career, I know there will always be difficult family members that I have to know how to handle and empathize with, even when they treat me like crap.
Maybe they probably had an experience in the past that caused them to be distrustful of new cg's that come into their home. anyway, I just wish I'm able to grow thicker skin.

I have broken several laptops, cell phones, and mirrors when I was angry with myself.
Out of envy, I dragged my sister out of bed during the middle on the night. I was pulling her leg. She wouldn't fight back, just tried to get herself free. Another proof she's morally superior. She forgave me. I was tired of her smart ass remarks. No one can outwit or out argue her. She's that tough love no nonsense tell like it is sort. She's often correcting, calling out people's excuses, challenging their beliefs, or critiquing them. She's a bit of know it all but she's right 99% of the time. So I gotta suck it up when she puts me in my place like she does everyone. She even has better self restraint by never succumbing to violence. Fights were tongue like an adult.
The most evil is when I kicked my roommates dog. I am too scared to tell therapist. I fear I could actually go to hell for this one. No excuses, I had a tough personality type roommate who is very similar to my sister. She was very critical in my opinion. She seemed nitpicky and would keep tabs on my every little mistake. Her dog shitted in the house so many times and I usually cleaned it up when she was gone for school and work. I guess I could have left the house smelling until she finally came home. I just kicked the dog because I felt like a loser and like everyone is better than me and I was sick of my bitchy roommate. I was a coward and I should grow some balls and learn to stand up to tough personality types.

I have no money and two cones left for the next 12 hours of being awake. I'm going to have them to get to sleep later and then try and never buy weed again. I have known I need to stop/am addicted for 10 years, but nothing else in the world makes me feel as comfortable/happy as smoking. But I'm not even sure that's true anymore. Yeah, food, tv and sex is better, but are they really the end all feelings to experience?
Every day, at the end of the day, covered in either Cheeto dust or my own reproductive juices, I feel sick with shame. I have hit rock bottom many times. I have filmed myself crying, looking like I'm barely awake/alive, pleading with future me to stop. I am 29 and have missed my entire 20s sitting at home smoking. I have no job, very tenuous relationships, and am debilitated by anxiety and regret all day, every day. I tell myself I will clean my room tomorrow, not smoke until the evening, work out, see my friends, create art, but it is all so hard and makes me want to lay down, and I end up smoking before breakfast every day and wasting my entire day. I go to bed at 6 am and get up at 2. And that's a good day.
I have no money for a therapist. I can't get a job because I'm on trial for a crime I will be proven not guilty for, a crime I didn't commit that has ruined the last 4 years of my life. Judge or don't, understand even if I am to be judged, no human deserves to live like this.
I am severely aware of my own mortality and seeing myself waste my days like this, seeing my life have the steering wheel already turning for me, I just don't know what to do. I genuinely mean that I can't stop myself from smoking all day every day. I have tried meds from a doctor and they don't help. I feel like I need to check myself into rehab but I don't think it will help me, I have experienced ego death and am aware of why I self medicate. I am just in a really shitty spot and if I spend another day staring at YouTube for 3 hours before moving an inch, I will scream, which is a repeated action and therefore understatement. Please, I am more than ready to stop, what in the actual fuck do I do?

To preface, this is a throwaway. I will not be mentioning any personal information of individuals for privacy concerns. This is going to be a bit long, so if you're okay with that please continue. This is also going to be a bit out of the place.
I have been babysitting a boy (9) and a girl (6), both in elementary school, for around 8 months now. I started doing babysitting several months prior to that as a part time job while I'm in college for extra cash.
Prior to my first encounter with him, I was informed that the child displays traits of autism and is currently on medication for another condition, which gives him a side effect of aggression. When I first heard of this, it was out of my expertise and I was nervous in dealing with the situation. I wanted to turn it down, but I accepted it and tried it out.
Despite the initial panic, I was much calmer when I realized I was dealing with taking care of his younger sister for a few months, far before I started taking care of both of them. The sister is sweet, kind, and very spunky. She's basically a sweetheart who likes to give hugs when you pick her up and when you leave. Everyday, I come and get her first and she always comes with a smile and tells me what she did in class, and how she was. She smiles and is very very outgoing, loves coloring, and always wants to spend time with me.
The older one, the boy, is sweet, but complicated. He has particular fixations on certain things, some are cool (like planets) and the other things are a bit concerning (I'll mention that later). He's a high-functioning autistic child, but he struggles at making friendships and maintaining a positive and outgoing demeanor. He can be very kind and very open, but when he's upset, it gets a bit difficult for him to relax. He can become frustrated quite quickly, saying he hates his sister, punching her and hitting her, before he goes back to playing.
So, I began picking up on certain behaviors that I would argue weren't typically healthy for a child his age.
He picked up on a lot of "death" and "killing" scenes. Some time ago, he asked me what animals kill their newborns. He likes horror games, and he's talked about death towards other people and things.
Secondly, he plays Roblox. Naturally, he picks up on words and languages that aren't usually age appropriate. Their father lets them watch TikTok, which.. is questionable given that they're underage and there's a lot of explicit scenes that they could pick up from that.
When I first met him, he didn't swear, but recently, he's began cursing and saying "f*ck". He would tell his parents to go "f*ck" themselves when he's upset, or when he gets upset with her he screams at her. He swears excessively and I've asked him to stop using that language, but it's difficult for me to get my words to him. His parents say the same thing. And I get it, it is difficult to swerve him away from the use of words like that, especially when he's a child. But it gets concerning to when he's screaming it to his sister saying he "f*cking knows" that there's a leaf on his pants. So she walks away. She's practically used to his outbursts. She gets upset in some instances, but when it's between his parents she acts as if his constant outbursts are normal.
He also academically struggles, and can get frustrated when he has to do homework consecutively. His parents sit down with him to do the work. He gets frustrated quickly and cannot sit for long periods to do work because it overstimulates him. To counter this, in the case that he was assigned homework, I would give him breaks and make him come back to do some work. It worked perfectly; he wouldn't get upset, he wouldn't react, and even though getting his attention was quite difficult, he was fine doing it that way.
Reiterating his academic struggles, he attends a public school and has been held back in the second grade and may be pushed back again because he does not meet academic standards for his grade. Grades are scored out of 4 for elementary school students, so if you earn a 1-2 you're struggling. Grades are determined by english and math scores, as well as for the students' ability to work with others. He has received 1-2's in these areas. To my knowledge, I have not been to school with him and I am not aware of his school behavior, only of his home behavior, or his behavior around me.
His parents do not discipline him except for "___ don't do this" "___ listen to Mommy", because it's difficult to discipline a child who is autistic. He does not know how to apologize when he hurts someone and he does not necessarily understand people's feelings apart from his. So, he reacts without thinking. It's understandable, and I am not shaming him, but I know these behaviors can be integrated with proper learning.
This past Thursday, I went to go look after him while his mother went to a meeting. He was on a field trip for his class and other classes to a nearby park, and I was supposed to look after him for 2 hours. I get to the park to meet his mom, and I see him on top of one of the structures eating his lunch. When he finally notices me, he comes down after finishing, telling me he wants to go play with the bubbles. So I go with him. There's other kids and classmates around him, running around making large bubbles to chase with.
The soap buckets have ropes in them that the kids can play with. Multiple kids gathered around it to blow gigantic bubbles so that they could chase them. He was one of those kids. Some girls would ask for their turn and switch, and the boys did the same. When he asked for a turn, the girls gave him the rope so he could play with it.
The problem first came when one of the girls asked if she could use it, but he was very fixated on trying to make the bubbles work, so he would move away when the girl politely asked if she could use it. One of the girls suggested he slowly mix it so he could blow the bubbles, but this is where he got upset. He swore, then kicked the bucket before throwing the rope to the other side of where I was standing. One of the girls went to try to go get it before he did, but he ran after it. She picked it up first, and he screamed loudly, running to the girl to try to punch her and push her down, before his overseer came and separated them. The girl started crying because while he was busy trying to get the ropes out of her hand, the soap flung into her eye. This made us return to the school, where he had to write an apology. I was quite shaken up by the situation, but I returned to school with him and took him home.
He has had persistent outbursts. In one instance he gripped his sisters arm extremely tight forcefully for playing a different mode of a game. He's punched her for playing by herself because he would ruin the way she wanted to play. He's pushed her down on the sidewalk. He's tried to attack her several times, before I had to separate them. And, as I was waiting in the office for him, the clerk waiting in the front asked me how he was like at to which I stated "pretty calm" (since in fact, he does not get upset at me nor does he hit me). But when I asked "how is he like at school?", the clerk said something along the lines of "he's forced a boy to do the splits" and "he's punched several kids".
The youngest one gets upset at him for doing things, like ruining her lego sets and saying things that she doesn't like. She has her moments too, but those are mostly a reaction to his words and his actions.
So, my feelings to this are complicated. When he's with me, he is not upset. Actually, I can recall two times in which he was frustrated, but he has never raised his voice nor screamed at me. But since it's not just me and him, but his sister as well, he reacts and gets upset at her when she does something. He's very prone to anger, so much so that I become a bit nervous when he's having an outburst. My heart races a bit.
I also don't have any experience to working with autistic children in exception to him, but nonetheless, I am calm and always do my best to give happy and positive experiences towards him. I always try to make him smile, tell him stories and play with him. My intuition is telling me that his environment is overstimulating. He has a hard time forming friendships to begin with, so this makes his school life very complicating and challenging because he acts withouts thinking.
But my clear feeling is that, if this behavior continues, he may become more reactive. He will be much more aggressive, brute, and scarier. His sister, who forgives him and still plays with him, may be more afraid of his behavior as he gets older. I am not asking for advice, but I am worried about this behavior because it's.. quite scary that he picks up on this. He doesn't even feel bad when he hurts his sister sometimes, because she'll be crying and he'll be laughing. It's hard watching it. I love both kids, but I'm uncertain what he'll be. Yes he's 9, but he'll grow.
I feel so bad about writing this, I can't even bring this up to the mother. I never told her. I'd feel like I'm telling her how to raise her own child and it's not my part nor my place to tell her how to raise him. I do my best. The reason I'm not telling this from how he treats me is because he's fine when it comes to me, but I'm concerned for his peers. They experience a lot of harassment from him, and yes, I understand, he's autistic. But I know that these behaviors can be changed. I'm researching ways to deal with this, but please feel free to offer your input.

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I got sent home early. I work in fast food.
Once I got back from my 30 minute lunch break, I tried to leave line to run and get a condiment bottle for the tacos. My coworker immediately raised his voice and yelled, "WE DO NOT LEAVE LINE. EVER."
A simple, "Please stay here! We need you!" would have been more effective.
Regardless, I shut down. I went completely numb and nonverbal. I felt like my lips were sealed shut and I couldn't talk. I didn't know what was going on, or what was in the orders. I was just handed tacos and put whatever was supposed to go in them before sliding them down the line. Eventually, an order had 4 tacos missing, and the "steamer" (person starting each order) started doing an order two orders down. I was completely zoned out for the order, and only then managed to finally realize and mention that we were behind. He got upset and told me, "I wish you would have told me this sooner" in a very cold tone.
The entire time he started slamming stuff down. Going fast. Moving recklessly. I couldn't keep up. It reminded me of my childhood - of my "mother" - and how silently aggressive she gets when she's angry. Every body language he gave off screamed that he was angry and frustrated. I couldn't handle it. Even when he went on break and the manager I called "dad" got on line, I couldn't open my mouth and communicate. I was just automatically answering questions and not even knowing what answers I was giving. He asked if we were all set on one order, and I ended up nodding. Turns out we had already made the sauces for it, and now we had extras, because I had no idea what had been asked and what I had even said. I noticed that I was trembling the entire time. I wasn't crying, but I felt like I was.
I asked to get off line, because I knew that I couldn't do it. After about 30 minutes on the speaker, my manager sent me home. He said it wasn't punishment, and spoke really quietly, so I don't think it was because I was being annoying or a bad worker. I think it's just because he noticed I had shut down and was unable to effectively communicate.
The original steamer - I think he did not mean to come off so aggressively. He is generally a nice guy. He was probably stressed. It's just that the yelling and slamming stuff was nerve-wracking. I forgot to mention he kept whispering stuff about how "we're gonna be fucked if.. [I wasn't able to figure out what he was saying here]" Hearing a nice guy like that swearing when he's usually really happy, plus the yelling... again, it just reminded me of the womb donor. How angry she got when I messed up. I couldn't handle it. My reaction is to always shut down and shut up. To retreat into my own mind. The entire experience after being yelled at is fairly cloudy besides the anger I noticed. Tomorrow, I doubt I'll even remember.
Even now, those memories are starting to disappear. I'm still numb, I'm still barely in my own body at the moment. I feel like I am a spectator from outside.
I am tired of being yelled at, or having things aggressively grabbed from me. I know fast food is stressful but I never yell or shout when it's stressful here. I speak kindly, I watch my words, I crack jokes, tease my coworkers, etc. I wish people would offer me the same courtesy. To just kindly say, "Please stay on line," "Would you like me to show you a more effective way to roll tacos?" "Would you mind stocking these?" "May I ask you to clean?"
I feel stupid for wanting that courtesy. It's work. Why should I expect to have my feelings protected by nice words at work? I should just deal with it. I shouldn't be so sensitive. My trauma isn't their problem.
But it's also just about that trauma. And the fact that, in my current state, I am unable to handle those harsh, loud words. That I want to, and maybe even need, to be treated gently. Even if it's work, even if it's fast food, I just want people to use their manners and speak in a nice tone.

When I was 18, my high school sweetheart died on a country roadside after being ejected from his wrecked vehicle. I'm 37 now. He's still 20.
We were both crazy teenagers in love, he made some poor choices when we dated, but I forgave him later. He ended up serving a combat tour in Iraq, he was just a baby when they sent him to fight, and he was slated to return later that year. He made it home, mostly intact. Mentally was where pieces were missing. I guess that's partially what led to his demise because he found some comfort in the bottle. His autopsy report showed Zoloft in his system that the Army had given him for treatment of PTSD. It also showed a BAL slightly over the legal limit.
He called me that night. It was late, I told him I couldn't talk. He asked me to call back, I said I don't think I can. He cheerfully told me to "be good, girl". After my guest left, I looked at the phone and held it in my hand, looked at the cell number he called from, almost hit dial. I wanted to talk to him so bad, to catch up and laugh with him, but I'd just started seeing someone new, and out of respect, I laid down the phone. This decision has haunted me.
That night, I knew something was wrong. I cannot tell you how exactly. Deep in my soul something was stirring and I couldn't rest. So when I got the news he had died shortly after we spoke on the phone, I knew why I couldn't find any peace.
I was 18. I'd just graduated high school. My brain wasn't even fully developed. And here I was feeling this crushing guilt that if I'd called him back I could have stopped him from falling asleep. That he'd be alive. I've been able to reason through it as an adult. But how do you carry that with you as a teenager?
Fast forward... 19 years.
I've learned that guilt, that grief, all of it, doesn't really go away. Once it's created, it's never destroyed. It lives inside you, but over time, it becomes increasingly dormant. However just like any dormant infection, once your defense system weakens, it flares. Driving past the wreck site, seeing photos of his nephews he never met, a random memory, a recurrent dream. It flares. That dream, by the way, is always the same one. He's mysteriously back from the dead and he's still just barely out of reach; I can talk to him on the phone but can never physically get to him. Then I wake up nearly in a panic (beside my wonderful husband) over a former boyfriend who died nearly two decades ago.
That traumatic day and the weeks that followed, I believe rewired my brain forever. Present day, I occasionally wonder who he'd be today... But then I can't help but wonder who I'd be today as well.

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What does it mean to spy on someone’s cell phone? Have you ever tried spying on someone’s cell phone? Do you know how to spy someone's phone without them knowing for free? Certainly, you must have tried to spy on someone’s cell phone at some point in your lives. There could be several reasons for you to try that.
You may want to spy on someone’s cell phone but the fear of getting caught may cause hindrance in your way. However, what if we tell you that you can spy on someone’s cell phone without having the fear of getting caught? Yes, let’s talk about the method that allows you to spy on someone’s phone without them knowing. Also, let us know how to spy on someone's phone without them knowing.
There are so many reasons that lead to this approach. You might want to know what your kids are doing on the phone, with whom are they talking and what type of conversations are they having. Information like this is very important to gather when you realize how much dangers are there on social media for the kids. But sometimes kids are stubborn enough to not to let it happen so in that case you need a spy phone software that can help you with secretly monitoring them. [[email protected]](mailto:[email protected])
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Spy on Someone’s Phone Secretly
People usually intend to spy on someone’s phone activity only during emergencies or when they want to make sure their loved ones stay safe. Your children and partners are the most important people in your life whose safety matters to you.
You would never want your loved ones to feel unsafe on the internet and would not want them to get involved in inappropriate activities online. But since it is practically impossible for you to be around them all the time as you are busy working and earning money for them, you end up worrying about your loved ones, thinking whether or not they are safe online.
Instead of stressing about the safety of your loved ones on the internet, you should adopt a method that can help you monitor their online activity and see if they are facing any trouble on the internet. The method should make you learn how to spy on someone's phone without them knowing for free. This will help you free yourself from unnecessary stress so you can focus on your work without having to worry about their safety. [[email protected]](mailto:[email protected])
Monitoring your children’s cell phone activity with the help of a spy phone app may seem unsafe to many parents as they fear their children will detect the presence of an app installed on their phone. Once they find out about the app, their trust on the parents will get broken and they will feel offended.
Parents may not want to ham their children intentionally but once children find out about the monitoring app, they may feel hurt. This could be one of the reasons why most parents fear from using a cell phone monitoring app.
The best way is to use a good spy phone software that can keep your monitoring secretive, and your kids can never find out. The more you know about their activities, the better you can do to protect them. However, the fear of making them feel betrayed never gets old and sometimes kids respond to this very harshly. So, make sure that you are know what you are doing, and you have solid grounds to do it.
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Helpanonymous team lets you spy on someone’s cell phone without them knowing. The app also teaches you how to spy on someone's phone without them knowing for free. This monitoring app remains 100% hidden and undetectable on the target person’s cell phone. This is the reason why the majority of parents are turning towards Helpanonymous team because the app stays hidden on their child’s cell phone.
By downloading and installing the app on your child’s phone, you will experience no harm to their device as the app is completely safe and secure to use. You can use this monitoring app for various reasons. For instance, if you want to track your child’s whereabouts or want to have information about their web browsing activity, you can install this app on their cell phone.
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For this, you need to get hands on their cell phone, especially if they are using an Android phone. For iOS devices, no physical access to the target phone is required. You just need their iTunes credentials to monitor their cell phone. So, if you are wondering how I can spy on a cell phone without installing software on the target phone then you can consider using Helpanonymous team.
After hiding the app’s icon on your target’s Android phone, you can sit and relax because your target person won’t be able to detect the app on their cell phone. Using your account credentials, you can log into your online dashboard from where you can remotely track someone’s cell phone activity.
We would like to conclude by saying that Helpanonymous team is really helpful for parents because it helps them protect their children on the internet. Moreover, it helps people ensure they are not being cheated on by their partners.
Parents can use this monitoring app without their children knowing anything about it. With this app, they can learn how to spy someone's phone without them knowing for free. This way, children won’t be able to lose trust in their parents and won’t misunderstand them. Telling your kids about the monitoring app will offend them because most kids do not want their parents to invade their privacy.
So, it’s better if you keep the monitoring app a secret from them and continue to spy on their cell phone activity without them knowing. It doesn’t matter if you are at work or home because Helpanonymous team lets you spy on your child’s cell phone from anywhere and at any time.
This is the biggest relief about using good spy phone software that you are never blind to whatever they are doing. You will always know what they are doing no matter where you are. Also, you don’t need to be hovering over their heads to know what they are doing. A simple app can make your life easier and help you protect everyone you love.
In a world where online threats have become prevalent, we need to stick to solutions that can help our loved ones feel safe on the internet. Your loved ones need to feel safe not only in the offline world but online as well. We hope now you know how to spy someone's phone without them knowing for free.
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My dad has been through two traumatic car accidents in his lifetime. He lost his leg in one accident when he was 19. The other he suffered a head injury when he was 35 years old.
After his head injury his whole personality changed. He became a different person. He stopped grooming himself (stopped cutting his hair and grew his beard out, stopped brushing his teeth, and has lost several teeth), he started dressing differently and he even began a second life and when I turned 17 he left my mom for his mistress.
Flash forward to now he’s 55 years old and he has become a conspiracy theorist fanatic (lizard people, chem trials type stuff), racist, sexist, he’s an alcoholic and is high (from weed) everyday multiple times a day. His girlfriend is the same way and even promotes his behavior.
Whenever we are out in public my dad goes on long winded tangents of random racist, sexist, homophobic or conspiracy theory crap that drives me insane. It’s hard to predict when he will say these type of remarks and it doesn’t help that he’s loud when he says them. My brother and I have learned to redirect the conversation but this has gotten tiring and stressful over the years. I have put multiple boundaries down where I told him to stop saying these crazy, sexist, racist comments because I don’t agree with them and I told him if he continued to say theses comments I will never talk to him again. He literally started crying when I told him to stop. Eventually he apologized and stopped doing it… for only a little while.
But his mental health has gotten worse. Today I visited him and it went well. He offered to buy me coffee for the long drive home. But as soon as we sat down in the coffee shop he said something incredibly racist and loudly. I was so upset and embarrassed by it. I’m pretty sure that workers and one other customer heard him. I disagreed with his statements then redirected the conversation to something else.
My brother and I concerned that his mental health is getting worse and his girlfriend is promoting his behavior. I don’t know what to do. Although my dad is pretty messed up. I only have one. I know cutting him out of my life is an option and most people tell me to do it but it’s hard. I am Hispanic and we highly value our family. But I don’t think I can take it anymore. In the world of social media I’m afraid people will record his comments or when he says them randomly and think I agree with him. I don’t I hate everything that comes out his mouth and whenever I put a boundary down he literally cries about it. I am always on edge whenever we are out in public. I try my best to not be out in public with him as much as possible.
Another concern is he’s getting to the point of paranoia that if a car he doesn’t recognize passes by his house. He assumes they are going to rob him (no one has ever robbed him).
What can I do? I don’t have any proof that he is a threat to his own safety. He says some pretty hateful/ discriminatory comments about others but I can’t prove he’s a threat to others. I put boundaries down and he holds them for a little bit then goes back to his old ways. I’m afraid my reputation will be tarnished from his horrible comments.

Something this week has gone really wrong with our schedule - please help me with fixing.
Our situation:
12mo (birthday 2 weeks ago. Daycare 4 days a week. Ferber sleep trained *Normally goes to bed 8pm - wakes up at 5am for a feed. Goes back to sleep in our bed after much coaxing and sleeps for another 2 hours until 8am *Usually has two naps a day *First nap - I am almost certain this is the problem… daycare puts her down at 9:30am (she previously was waking at 6am, so the WW worked… but now she’s in the habit of it despite waking 90 mins earlier). When at daycare, sleeps 55 mins. At home, 90 mins. *Second nap - 12:30pm for 90-120 mins. *Fridays is her first day home after 4 days at nursery. She’s generally exhausted. *Last three days has been refusing second nap. I’ve been trying to push the first nap while we’ve been home.
Things I’d like help with: *Moving the first nap at, both daycare and home, to an age appropriate WW *Keeping the second nap! *Stopping the 5am wake ups and sleeping through

Bridal shop measured me as a "perfect size 2" (33" bust, 26" waist) for my dress order but I measured myself as soon as I got home and got a size 6 measurement (28") for my waist. I'm aware that I have a slim but straight frame and was very careful to follow the designer's measuring instructions, while the bridal stylist did it so fast without double checking or asking me if I could breathe; they also measured me over a loose shift dress that I was wearing that day, so I suspect she couldn't actually see my natural waist or how tight she was pulling. I called them immediately and said that I believe I was measured incorrectly at the waist; they offered to remeasure but the shop is a bit of a drive. They said it was up to me if I want to change the size for the order, but suggested maybe only going up to a size 4 (which is a 27" waist measurement) since my bust is a true 2. The bust shape has a cutout so going too big might be difficult to alter down more than 1 size.
I'm torn because conventional wisdom says to go with your largest measurement. However it's also a strapless dress, so maybe it does need to be slightly smaller in order to stay up, and maybe a 4 is fine?
Should I go for the 4, which means waist might still need to be taken a bit, but bust would only need to be altered down 1 size? (Anyone know anything about Jenny Yoo seam allowances?)
Or should I go for the 6 to be sure its big enough for my waist, but which means bust would need to be altered down 2 sizes?
Style is Jenny Yoo Lindsey - if you google I think it's understandable how the bust shape would be trickier to alter down than most dresses.

Friend calls me at like 6:30 and tells me to pull up to a beach bonfire in my town, I agree and he says he’ll dm when he gets there. I know how long it takes to get from the city (where he lives) to my area, so I plan to preemptively arrive around 7:30
7:50 he dms me like “we’re in [the town], I’ll lyk”.
8:00 comes around and he isn’t there, I scanned the beach like twice and he’s not there, I don’t know anyone at the party so I hide in my car for like an hour waiting for him to call me. The thing is I know EXACTLY how long it takes to get from the entrance of my town to this particular beach, it doesn’t take nearly an hour and thirty minutes. There was a period of time when he was AT THE BEACH, and still didn’t let me know. That’s what drives me so mad.
9:15 I dm him, I’m left on fucking read.
9:30 I call him, he says the party was lame and decided to get something to eat and that I should “totally come”. I live in a beach town, everything closes at 8, so I wait another 15 minutes for him to tell me where he’s eating.
15 minutes pass and I call him for the last time and tell him I’m just gonna go home, he says that he’s going to McDonald’s because it’s literally the only thing open in town.
I get there and we talk for about 5 minutes, his friends decide they wanna get jack back in the city so I just leave and go home around 10:50.
My guy wasn’t driving so I can’t really blame him, but fuck me man I cancelled plans with a girl I’m trying to get to know so I could wait in a beach parking lot for like 2 hours, just feels bad.
Guys, you’re probably like “take the hint bro”, this guy is one of my best friends. I’ve never gotten hints from him, he was just acting super strange the whole night. I feel pathetic, being blown off sucks. I’ll be leaving for college in like a couple months anyway, maybe I’ll make some more organized friends at university idk