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2015.04.22 06:28 SwagmasterEDP the thicker the skin, the better the roast
Roasting (v.) - To humorously mock or humiliate someone with a well-timed joke, diss or comeback. (As defined by urbandictionary) Hone your roasting skills, meet other roasters, and get yourself roasted! Everybody needs to laugh at themselves! And other people, of course!
2013.06.13 16:10 Teklogikal TheDepthsBelow: Because we all know there are things lurking underwater.
71% of the earth's surface is covered by water according to NOAA. That only gives us 29% where we're safe. If an animal the size of a blue whale can disappear for months at a time, what else is down there? We're here to show you.
2019.03.06 05:18 Rexarood Squishmallows
Squishmallow Stuffed Friends: A safe place to post your collections, favorites, or questions you may have! Happy squishing!
2023.05.28 00:32 docstevens420 Kale vs Kale
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First post here, hello all! I've been a horticulture enthusiast for 30 years and love all plants. Just wanted to pass along some vital info as my tax for joining. I can't stress this enough, soil health and environment can change everything. These examples will show you how a small space properly set up can over produce any average soil gardener. The kale plants in the photos were planted on the same day 1 1/2 months ago. As you can see the greenhouse plant in the first photo is crushing the outdoors(second photo). For reference, the outdoor plant soil was amended with composted mulch and cow manure. The greenhouse bed is made up of the same soil as outdoor but we topped this with 3 cubic feet of premium soil for a 4x8 area and tilled slightly. As you can see, the greenhouse plant is 3-4 times the size of the outdoor plants. A little time and a few dollars and you can up your production, saving space for other plants. The labor and investment is totally worth it in so many ways. We used to garden a 1/4 acre and have reduced to 1/8 acre with the addition of a greenhouse. This is also because we can start all plants earlier which in turn gives us bigger plants in the spring. This way we only have to plant 1 tomato plant for every 2 we did before. If you made it this far, I'm a soil and plant health nut. That being said, ask me all the questions because I want everyone to succeed. Happy gardening all! submitted by docstevens420 to gardening [link] [comments]
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2023.05.28 00:29 TileMosaics Well, time at the bar.
So I joined this sub when I went into NC with my ex.
- BU January
- She moved out February
- NC March
I had to live in that house I never wanted (she did and I wanted an easy life, it was in a gangland/crime ridden/mice ridden area) for 2 more months until I could afford my own place moved out 2.5 weeks before the tenancy ended...today.
The day she moved out through her heavy tears she told me she'd be back to help with the painting and the cleaning up. 13 days later all hell broke loose (story on my profile for the details) so I had to do all the painting. After finishing work late I'd journey back over to the old place paint some more, journey to my new home and sleep. The only time her dad contacted me was to say when he'd pick up her stuff, I went back to finish painting the next day and saw scratch marks all over the walls...(her dad was obviously carrying bed frames and heavy wardrobe parts but still...) I took one look and thought, even if it was an accident, the paint can is RIGHT THERE.
Anyway, so apart from dealing with some passive aggressive crap I got finished the house. I did leave some wiping down for her family to do as i knew they'd (not the ex obviously) have to go back to collect the keys and drive them round to the agency so they'd want to do a once over so both sideget their deposits back.I'm all about doing the right thing but come on...I was dumped so obviously I'm going to say you're still pulling your weight here love!
Anyway, when the BU happened her parents were fucking awesome with me but as time got closer to today I was getting reactions to messages rather than messages from her parents (they would initiate first of course) so I noticed a change in their behaviour towards me, then I saw the amount of scratches all over the walls and thought...am I reading into this? But today I know for sure. Not a message from them. Nothing to say, "keys have been picked up"
So I'm (I know family always protects family BUT DAMN I WAS FUCKED OVER SO BADLY I THE BU) certain now I'm being made the villain.
The city was covered in the sun today so I went on a pub crawl with a book and I smoked a massive cigar to toast my longest relationship and my worst ever BU, I ranged my brother, told him all the above (my brother and I have a blunt relationship, we love eachother but we don't mince our words so I can always trust him) and he said, "Mate I love you, but fuck her. We all liked her, she WAS great. But mate, she honestly has shown just how emotionally immature and childish she is in handling this BU. It's a fitting end to know you've been made to be the cunt in this too. Thing is though, when she's ready to process the BU, she'll look back on this and want to fix it and by that I mean have no bad blood, she wouldn't be fucking stupid to believe that she'd have a chance with you again. Now it's upto you how you handle it but remember. - She told you weekly for 4 years she'd never leave you that you were "her future" - She left you - She silenced you about talking about the BU - She left you in that hellhole - YOU HELPED HER FUCKING PACK - YOU EXPLAINED TO HER PARENTS THE REASONS WHY SHE DID WHAT SHE DID AND THEY WOULDN'T HEAR IT YET 4 FUCKING PSYCHOLOGISTS ALL SAID YOU WERE RIGHT - She has been actively avoiding you in public and once you even saw her take a picture of you whilst she was walking behind you on the street - YOU DID ALL THE FUCKING PAINTiNG AND 90% CLEANING - There were marks all over the walls when you went back one more time - And not even a 'got your keys, thanks' from them? FUCK THAT FAMILY.
He was right.
I laughed and said, "want a laugh? (Ex) memory has always been so bad she didn't even tell her dad what things to pick up. When I went to do one last wipe down there was a bunch on stuff still in there EXPENSIVE SHIT TOO her dad probably thinks it's mine 🤣" We had a giggle and he said, "you did everything right in this BU. REMEMBER THAT. Now fuck off, I'm getting a pint myself"
So my brother is right.
A fitting end. A bridge truly burnt. A BU completely designed by her has made me into the bad guy. Backed up by her family. Shown through her and her dad's actions.
Cap doth'd. Bow taken. Chapter closed.
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2023.05.28 00:23 BaamZahard 30 [M4F] #Nevada/Online - Experienced Dominant for the "Right" Submissive
To whomever is reading this, I hope you're doing well and find the right person for your needs. That person may not be me-- I'm certainly not for everyone, but for the right someone? I'd like to be the last dominant, the last person, you'll ever want or need.
I've been in the lifestyle as a dominant for 14 years now. I am open to meeting IRL if we click, but I neither expect nor require it. I am 5'10'', 200 lbs, white, with short blonde hair and a full beard. You may or may not be into my looks. For the right girl, that would be completely secondary, because what I am, most of all, is intelligent, intense, and insatiable.
That could come across as arrogance or baseless bragging. So let me dig into it a bit and explain more what I mean. I am extremely psychological and cerebral in my dominance. Because of my hyper intuition and driven focus to dig into my partner, the connections I form can be deep in a way most aren't accustomed to, and, potentially overbearing. It has been reported that it can feel like my thumbs are pressing down on them or that they're being understood or seen in ways that they've never been before. Of course, this isn't a universal thing, but if we click, you may just notice a similar sensation as well. For better, and at times, for worse.
The main thing to understand is that I will *always* want more of you. More of your thoughts. More of your feelings. Sure, yes, more of your body as well. But not in isolation. It's always tied into other aspects of you. The right submissive will crave that attention. Find comfort and security in it. Addiction and dependency. The wrong one might find it toxic or panic inducing.
I could, truly, go on and on for a while now, but that would just take all the fun out of communicating via chat and other platforms and seeing how we work inter personally. So let me itemize the last few things you need to know before deciding to reach out or not.
-I am fine with all experience levels. I love to teach, train, guide, and condition. -I am find with most body types. Out right big girls usually aren't my thing, but I love curvy, thick, petite, almost everything. What I really seek isn't something artificially apparent, anyways. -My main kinks include: Humiliation, degradation, orgasm control/denial/conditioning, general conditioning, hypnosis, TPE, voyeurism, impregnation/breeding, and light to medium pain play. -I do require the willingness to share pics and verify. Not immediately, no. But in general, if you cant trust and submit to me in such a way, even with some reasonable restrictions or time to build that trust, then this just isn't for you. And that's okay. -I offer three levels of submission. Casual, Standard, and Full. I'm happy to go over them more in detail one-on-one and they aren't *completely* fixed designations. The important thing is to find a dynamic where *we both* can be happy, healthy, and satisfied with the structure and actual happenings that occur. From the lightest to the heaviest of protocols-- and the more the better. -I"m a gamer, a sports enthusiast, a weeb, a poet, an amatuer philosopher(ugh, right?), and someone who loves making people laugh. I am a dominant. That's not all I am.
Ultimately, I believe that submission is a choice. An intimate and incredible gift that is irreplaceable and to be treasured. I certainly have my dark and debatably abusive sides. But just as much if not more so, I am a bright, caring, and supportive person. I want to find someone I can help be the best they can be, just for me. All for me. I hope that's you. I hope to hear from you soon. Thank you for reading, and if you took the time to read it all, tell me three random things about you in your opening message to break the ice.
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2023.05.28 00:20 wayward_kids someone for the love of god please help me reduce this z-fighting, it should not be this bad normally, right???
i have generated my own LOD, have no texture packs affecting the environment, the terrain is literally entirely vanilla besides animated objects which are not the culprit of the problem, i did check, so i have genuinely no idea why the z-fighting is this severe, it was not nearly this bad when i played TTW or even straight up vanilla new vegas, so what am i doing wrong? i've tried every ini tweak i can think of as well, and nothing, really don't feel like starting from scratch all over again just to fix this issue when i don't even know how i made it this bad in the first place fucking kill me holy shit i just want to play the game
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2023.05.28 00:04 ChozenFrunks Bakeware Inquiry
Does anyone have any suggestions for either individual bakeware pieces or even a bakeware set that meets some of the following criteria? I’m looking for something that first and foremost is cute. If I can’t put my pie into a picture of a cottage on a cool spring evening, then it’s not the pie dish for me. Second most important is portability. Something that comes with a lid would be super cool, so I can gift the pie to people and have them return the dish. Or even just for bringing on picnics. Third criteria should be kinda obvious by now. I mostly just make pies. So little pie dishes or ramekins are dope but maybe not so many cupcake trays or cake molds. Any brand recommendations or should I just thrift them.
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2023.05.27 23:55 Hungry_and_tired2768 Making friends/Dating Advice
I’m a 26(F) and I’ve been having a really hard time trying to put myself out there. My anxiety has consumed much of my life that today I don’t have a solid social circle of gal pals to turn to and it sucks so much. My social anxiety has prevented me from even trying to make friends and meeting new people. For context I’m from NYC, so I have no excuse in meeting people as there are a multitude of things to do but it’s just like I get scared in approaching anyone. Does anyone have any advice how they deal with making friends or attempt to make friends at all? Also any tips on approaching a cute guy (my anxiety and overthinking defaults to cute guys as having girlfriends) .
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2023.05.27 23:54 MaoQiu5115 Genshin FighterZ Movesets Part 12: Nilou, Sara, Dori, Noelle
This is part 12 of an ongoing project conceptualizing movesets for characters in a Genshin Impact tag fighter! This part will cover 4 female characters: Nilou, Kujou Sara, Dori, and Noelle. Check out the following posts for more on the project: Game Mechanics
, 4 Pyros
, 4 Hydros
, 4 Cryos
, 4 Electros
, 4 Geos
, 4 Anemos
, 4 Dendros
, 4 Travelers
, 4 Swords
, 4 more Pyros
, 4 Bosses
Nilou Nilou would be an all-rounder with a unique playstyle when paired with a Hydro teammate. Normal moves: Slashes and thrusts wielding Key of Khaj-Nisut with elegant palm strikes and kicks.
Special Moves Whirling Steps (Input: 214L)
3-part Rekka. First part is safe. Second part launches. Third part is overhead. Sword Dance (Input: 236L)
Simple straight water blade medium-speed projectile. Dance of Samser (Input: 236H)
Super Moves Dance of Abzendegi (Input: 214L+M) (Cost: 1 meter)
A large wave going out on both sides. Dance of Haftkarsvar (Input: 236L+M) (Cost: 1 meter)
Flurry of Sword Dance projectiles. Court of Dancing Petals (Input: 214M+H) (Cost: 2 meters) (Only available if teammate is Hydro)
Install: Enhance blooms to launch on hit and guard crush on block.
Kujou Sara Sara would be a hit-and-run character utilizing unorthodox movement and traps. Normal moves: Bow strikes wielding Hamayumi with military punches and kicks. Unique movement: Forward dash and air dashes replaced with hover dash.
Special Moves Tengu Shot (Input: 236L) (Air OK) (Hold OK)
Simple straight lightning arrow fast projectile. Hold 8 or 2 after input to angle up or down. Tengu Stomp (Input: 236M) (Air Only)
Dive kick straight down. Tengu Stormcall (Input: 236/214H) (Air OK)
Teleport set distance forward or backwards depending on motion. Can cross up. Leaves a feather that explodes when shot with Tengu Shot.
Super Moves Koukou Sendou (Input: 236L+M) (Air OK) (Cost: 1 meter)
Float up and unleash lightning attack around. Immovable Will (Input: 236M+H) (Cost: 3 meters)
Cinematic: Inazuman soldiers charge and attack opponent before Sara ends with a bow shot and lightning strike.
Dori Dori would be a puppet character, allowing for strong pressure. Normal moves: When Jinni is not summoned, Dori wields Sacrificial Greatsword. When Jinni is summoned, Dori wields the lamp while Jinni wields the Sacrificial Greatsword.
Special Moves Troubleshooter Cannon (Input: 236L) (Air OK)
Dori shoots a lobbing projectile. Hold 6 or 4 after input to aim further or nearer. Summon/Unsumon Jinni (Input: 214H)
Dori tosses Jinni out. Like Zappa's Sword, Jinni replaces Dori's M and H buttons when summoned. Like Zato's Eddie, Jinni runs on a gauge that depletes when Jinni does special moves and Jinni can be killed. Watch This! (Input: 236M when summoned)
Jinni spins forward in a multi-hit sword strike. Shazam! (Input: 236H when summoned)
Jinni performs a rising multi-hit sword uppercut.
Super Moves Alcazarzaray's Exactitude (Input: 236L+M) (Cost: 1 meter)
A powered up version of Watch This! Recharges Jinni gauge. Compound Interest (Input: 214L+M) (Cost: 2 meters)
Install: Dori and Jinni both wield Sacrificial Greatsword when summoned. Create a link between Dori and Jinni; opponent is drawn to be between them; and steals meter when they are between.
Noelle Noelle would be a bruiser character with slow powerful hits and armor. Normal moves: Slashes wielding Favonius Greatsword with shoulder elbow strikes.
Special Moves Breastplate (Input: 214L) (Hold OK) (Followups)
Enter a stationary stance that auto-parries mid and overheads. Hold to extend stance. Steady (Input: L during Breastplate or 236L)
A command grab tossing opponent over Noelle shoulder. Hold to switch sides. Sweep (Input: M during Breastplate or 236M)
2 low sword strikes that knocksdown. Spotless (Input: H during Breastplate or 236H)
A slow overhead sword slam that ground bounces.
Super Moves Favonius Bladework (Input: 236L+M) (Air OK) (Cost: 1 meter)
Spinning in a flurry of slashes. Sweeping Time (Input: 214L+M) (Cost: 2 meters)
Install: Longer range and frame advantage on all sword normals and specials. Thanks for reading! Feedback is welcome. Tell me other ways you would translate these characters' kits. Suggest which characters I should do next!
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2023.05.27 23:39 tallguy270988 34[M4F] sweden/ online. What are your summer plans.
Hi there fellow redditor.
I'm 34, from sweden. I worked as a nurse in a retirement home for the past 9 years. Since situation in sweden with Healthcare is going to shit, I decided for a change in my life and started working in construction which is to say the least refreshing and I like taking on new challenges in life 😊
I'm looking for someone between the ages of 25-50 to chat. I prefer older women mostly cause I click better with people older than myself but it's not a must.
Otherwise I dabble into gaming when time allows me due to my work. I'm a bit of a nerd, into all the star wars/trek shenanigans. I used to gym a lot before covid but then that flew out the window. I'm a guitar player, used to play in a band.
If you're interested in my physical appearance, I'm 6ft9 tall, dark haired, brown eyes, not slim but not fat either.
If you like what you read in the post don't be shy to write, i answer both DMs and reddit chats.
Would love to hear from you.
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2023.05.27 23:27 sleepyflowergirl F15 looking for a long-term [friendship] ^^
Hello! My name's Demeter, here's a rundown of stuff I like and things I do :)
❀ Hobbies: Drawing, painting, writing stories-poetry-lyrics, reading, and linguistics
❀ Interests: Astronomy, Greek mythology, philosophy (specifically metaphysics, aesthetics, ontology, & agnosticism)
❀ Extra: I am very affectionate, and additionally I enjoy calling with people once we've gotten to know each other! :)
❀ Feel free to message me even if we don't have anything in common but think we'd get along well
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2023.05.27 23:20 Lumpy-Property-7963 C4C I WILL click back
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2023.05.27 23:18 avxsb Why do I get so sad leaving my parents?
I’ll try to make this as short as I can while also portraying my thoughts and emotions as adequately as possible. I am 24F, and I live on my own, 13 hours from my parents, my hometown, and my siblings. I feel like I should be used to it by now, as I went to college 10 hours from home and have lived in my current city for the past 2 years. So the past 6 years of my life have been distant physically from family. I would consider myself to be a very independent and well adjusted person. Except, every time I leave my parents after visiting, I can’t control my sadness or anxiety. I sob like a baby. I can’t quite pinpoint why I get so sad, but I think it’s a culmination of 1. I love them so much, 2. It’s hard going months without seeing them, 3. I have a very big anxiety/fear of death so I think the mental “you never know the last time you’ll see someone” really hits me hard when I’m saying goodbye and 4. They are a big source of my support and comfort and it’s hard not having that physically with me. I love my life in my current city. I have a great job, a great home, and great friends. So idk why that isn’t enough to make me look forward to going back home, or enough to make me not sad about leaving my parents. It’s really upsetting for me because no amount of time with them is ever enough. Is this normal? And is there a way for me to avoid getting so upset/changing my outlook?
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2023.05.27 23:13 throwaway_06132013 My mom remarried
(Sorry about the format and everything I’m on mobile) I’m typing this on here because I can’t tell this to anyone rn. I’m so confused and feel slightly betrayed. My father passed away back when I was very young so I never had a chance to know him. It was just my mom and my siblings, I am happy with my life, my sister(18f) is graduating. And my other sister (16f) is starting a new job. And because of this new job, she asked me if I could search of her birth certificate and SSN as two forms of ID for her new job, so I went around our documents to look for them. While looking, I saw a small packet of photos. Thinking that it was pictures of when I was younger, I opened the packet. I was pictures of my mom and another man, I looked through the pictures confused. And then I saw the picture that confirmed my suspicions. My mom and the unknown man held a paper that happily said “Marriage License” I felt dizzy. How could I know have know of this? Where was he? Did they divorce? And if so, why? I’m just so confused and don’t know how to approach this.
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2023.05.27 23:11 ellenn89 Sertraline weight gain
About five weeks ago, I made a switch from taking 40mg of fluoxetine to 100mg of sertraline. Recently, I visited a renowned psychiatrist who decided to increase my sertraline dosage to 200mg. The reason for this change was due to my maladaptive disorder, which manifests as anxiety and dysthymia. I was experiencing panic episodes and excessive rumination, which led to the medication switch.
However, since starting the higher dose of sertraline, I've noticed a rapid weight gain, which is particularly concerning considering my struggle with binge eating disorder and obesity. I plan to reach out to my psychiatrist on Monday, but I'm unsure if they'll be willing to change my medication. If that's the case, I'm contemplating returning to fluoxetine since it's a familiar option, despite previous negative experiences with other antidepressants.
The weight gain, although I feel more emotionally stable, has started to impact my self-esteem. Do you have any similar experience? Thanks!
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2023.05.27 23:09 djnarrative readwise not loading in Arc Browser
Can anyone help me solve the readwise site not loading the connect/sync & browse tabs? I've tried everything i can think of in settings and it works fine on brave / other browsers, but its just a blank screen with Arc. Thanks
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2023.05.27 22:58 Ok-Watercress3396 [TOMT] [BOOK] [2016? not sure the year] A short-ish chapter book
I remember roughly four or five years ago reading a chapter book where there was a girl who lived in a house with a ton of rooms. I remember two of those being a beach room (where there was actual sand and water in the room), and a room where there was a big tree and it extended beyond the roof of the house (there was an opening in the roof for the tree). If i remember right there was a nice burgler who came in through the roof and this tree (not sure tho) and I think the girls parents may have owned a restaurant. The book wasn’t that long and I would say it was written for preteens bc of the reading level it was at.
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2023.05.27 22:57 ThrowRawra128 About me
Hi everyone I’m a young adult (f). I created this space for men and women to seek advice, input or even rant. I’ve endured all the breakups, drama, and confusion. I have had every relationship you can think of the good the bad and the non existent. From long distance relationships, situationships, hookups, long term, short lived tinder and more, I think I’m pretty knowledgeable with dating. As a overthinker I am constantly asking my friends for input but I can never come to a conclusion in fear they are bias or don’t have all the info. I’ve embarrassed myself in any way you can think about and I still do sometimes as I’m still learning. Please feel free to pm me if you would like personal advice or even to rant. Nothing is too embarrassing or “delusional”. Although I would encourage you to feel comfortable and share with everyone in hopes of expanding your thinking. I will be as active as possible !
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2023.05.27 22:54 ApocalypseCanada [HELP/Duo] Easy Co-Op trophies
Hello I was planning on finishing up some backlog of coop games I want to complete to Platinum and the games are:
A Way Out, It Takes Two, Operation Tango
If anyone is also looking to finish these games and would like to complete the trophies with me, I would really appreciate it! Thank you
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2023.05.27 22:53 Beaverlicious_Games The unimaginable has happened. Rotation Rumble now has 400 followers on Kickstarter. That's about 390 more than I could have ever dreamed of. It's unbelievably cool to see how many of you are interested in my little game and it motivates me every day... especially now, so close to the release ;-)
2023.05.27 22:53 Blue_moon371 I’m in a psychiatric hospital
Hi, I’m 17 years old, I have been abused my whole life, my dad beated me up my whole childhood, my mom forced me and invalidated me like the rest of my entourage, I have been sexually assaulted, manipulated and used. I had to battle with severe depression, suicidal attempts, anorexia and bulimia at a very young age, I have a self harm addiction. I have been hospitalized 5 times in this past year, at first it was because of my eating disorders, I was extremely sick, bradycardia, hypokalemia, fainting, extreme weight lost, throwing up way too much etc. I almost died many times, I even end up in the resuscitation room. After my first hospitalization in the Ed unit, they discovered how fucked up I am, I’ve been diagnosed with BPD since I’m 13 years old, I have a lot of psychotic crisis, anxiety, severe depression, anger issues so I can get very violent and all that shit. So the next 4 times I was hospitalized it wasn’t in the Ed unit, but in psychiatry, because the doctors said my case is to severe to put me somewhere else than psychiatry. I have a psychiatrist, and many social workers, I take medication (Prozac and seroquel). 2 moths ago, I got out of my 4th hospit’ 2 days after I tried to kill myself, I lost a lot of blood and I end up in the nearest hospital. And then I got hospitalized a 5th time, and because things are not working and my state keep getting bad and I keep relapsing, The DPJ (départment de la protection de la jeunesse, or youth protection department (in English)) made a request to the court to ask that I stay in the hospital indefinitely, the judge ordered the implementation of this measure. I am so mad, I hate the hospital, I hate the fucking security agents who pin me to the ground and tie me to a stretcher when I'm in crisis. I hate this hospital who I feel like is a prison and now I have to stay here for maybe the rest of my life! Im always locked between 4 walls, I’m so mad that the court, the DPJ and the doctors all decide of my life except me. I tried to run away many times but they always end up catching me. I wanted to finish my studies, have a work, have a family. But now I can’t anymore, they destroyed all my chances of having a future. They think they are helping me because I’m dangerous for myself and no one seem to be able to keep me safe, not even me. But locking me up for years won’t help, it’s just ignoring the problem. I just want to be able to live, able to be happy, I just want to be normal, I wish I wasn’t so sick, I wish I wasn’t so fucked up. I hate everyone who made me like that, and I hate everyone who is keeping me here like a prisoner and pretend they do that for my security and to help me. They just worsen my depression and bad habits of self harm and auto-destruction. What should I do ? How can I accept that they stole my life from me ? How can I try to live like that ? I just want to end it all.
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2023.05.27 22:49 Metroguts09 25 M England Meet your modern-day Odysseus! 🌍 The man of many tales!
I should probably give you the best sales pitch to try and sell myself in words right? Introducing a young gentleman with an eclectic blend of heritage and aspirations:
- 25-year-old, half-Slovak, half-Greek, with a white ethnic background and golden brown skin. Raised in the Catholic faith, he now embarks on the pursuit of a Masters in Law, with the noble intention of becoming a Barrister.
- As an adventurous ambivert, he has experienced the thrills of abseiling and scuba diving, while also exploring the diverse landscapes of Europe. His travels have yielded an array of captivating tales that he's more than happy to share with those who share his adventurous spirit.
- Ask me for tales that'll make your heart race! 🌊⛰️
- Germany(Munich), Belgium(Brussels), Italy(quite a few to list), Spain(Tenerife), Scotland(Edinburgh), Greece, Czech, and alot more! But where is the fun in reading a list? Ask and he shall entertain
- But do not be fooled by this adventurous exterior, for he is a hopeless romantic at heart. He longs to create a genuine connection with someone who appreciates both the excitement of adventure and the serenity of a quiet evening.
- The story of Princess Bride has a sppecial place in his heart
Summary for those that did not read his hard worked on profile: Games:
- In his leisure time, he can be found relearning the guitar, immersing himself in the worlds of fantasy and sci-fi novels, or engaging in PC role-playing games. He believes that quality time, whether spent indoors or outdoors, should never be "meh" and should always be an opportunity to create meaningful memories.
- An avid hiker, he appreciates the beauty of nature and the challenge of traversing its vast landscapes. He seeks a companion who shares his love for the great outdoors and is willing to explore the world with him, side by side.
- If you're looking for a dynamic, well-rounded individual with diverse interests and a passion for life, then look no further. This young man is eager to engage in more than just a 5-minute conversation; he's seeking a partner for an epic journey that transcends the ordinary.
- mmos (wow, gw2, eso)
- shooter (Ow, valorant)
- rpgs (witcher, elden ring, diablo, etc.)
- mobas (League of Legends- he promises he is not toxic)
- Had a band during highschool
- With an actual audience at gigs😂
- Funk, jazz, pop, anything that sounds good and has a groove
- Adventurous and eager to travel the world, hike, outdoor club activities at his uni
Reach out to him, and embark on a thrilling adventure filled with laughter, love, and unforgettable experiences. Together, you can write the story of a lifetime. your snapshot will be graciously met with his in return.
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